Hey guys. I just want to talk about the current situation with me.
So I am banned for 7 days because I disrespect staff and I was toxic.
I believe that this is true.
I want to talk about why I have had a attitude recently.
So in real life, I have some serious anxiety problems. I wont go into detail, but I struggle with OCD, and I get angry when I do things to feed into it. I, like many other people, take it out on others as a coping method. Now, I do not think this is effective, nor do I agree with my actions. I would love to go into more detail, but I don't currently feel comfortable doing so on the internet. I am also a very sensitive person, and when I feel that I am being made fun of, I tend to snap at people because I am upset.
I also wanted to apologize to many people I went off on. I took a lot of my anger and frustration out of the staff, and I of course don't mean that. @LeanneTheUnicorn, thank you for being someone I can talk to, you don't deserve me taking my anger out on you. @DarkMagicinY and @Izzie I am also sorry for getting frustrated at you. I felt that my ideas weren't thought of when I was an arch, and I took it out on you, and for that, I am sorry.
@Marie, I wanted to say sorry to you for snapping at you, I understand I come across as reckless and rude, and to be honest, I can be sometimes, the only reason I did, was because I was upset. So I am sorry.
For any players I may have snapped at, I am sorry as well, I know someone's sorry can only go so far, but, I do honestly mean it.
I want to thank everyone who read this, because it means a lot.
Thank you
So I am banned for 7 days because I disrespect staff and I was toxic.
I believe that this is true.
I want to talk about why I have had a attitude recently.
So in real life, I have some serious anxiety problems. I wont go into detail, but I struggle with OCD, and I get angry when I do things to feed into it. I, like many other people, take it out on others as a coping method. Now, I do not think this is effective, nor do I agree with my actions. I would love to go into more detail, but I don't currently feel comfortable doing so on the internet. I am also a very sensitive person, and when I feel that I am being made fun of, I tend to snap at people because I am upset.
I also wanted to apologize to many people I went off on. I took a lot of my anger and frustration out of the staff, and I of course don't mean that. @LeanneTheUnicorn, thank you for being someone I can talk to, you don't deserve me taking my anger out on you. @DarkMagicinY and @Izzie I am also sorry for getting frustrated at you. I felt that my ideas weren't thought of when I was an arch, and I took it out on you, and for that, I am sorry.
@Marie, I wanted to say sorry to you for snapping at you, I understand I come across as reckless and rude, and to be honest, I can be sometimes, the only reason I did, was because I was upset. So I am sorry.
For any players I may have snapped at, I am sorry as well, I know someone's sorry can only go so far, but, I do honestly mean it.
I want to thank everyone who read this, because it means a lot.
Thank you
