I have been gone so long 2 months. This is completely unexceptionable and should get nothing less but demoted. I don't even think there are still police so demote me to the lowest rank. I can never make up for what I done but I can accept forgiveness. Turn me down I deserve this and i am being dumb bye using forums to talk i'm just so embarrassed at how long i have been gone.Please tell me how you feel and tell me anything I can do to accept forgiveness. Again i am so sorry to everyone I let you down and that was not right. :{ :{ :{ :wacko: :wacko: :wacko: You probably feel :angry: .