Dear Lovelys,
Heyo lovelys, i hope everyone is having a wonderful day! Today is January 8th 2019, it's the big day. Three years ago on this exact date, is the day i started out on this long beautiful journey. Not going to lie, this has not at all been easy. Some people say life is like riding a bicycle… but damn those people must have never even lived, because life is more like riding a bicycle carrying 100 lbs on your back through the busy dtla streets while getting flipped off by old grannies on the street. And somehow after all of that, your bicycle is still standing. Sometimes you just want your bicycle to break… so that you won't have to carry those 100 lbs, so you won't have to peddle through the busy dtla streets, and so you won't have to get flipped of by those old grannies (its weird, i know, it's true tho) But the bicycle doesn't break, because there will always be a part of you that wants to keep riding, because you know that those 100 lbs will make you strong enough to be able to ride down those streets to find a cute mom and pop shop which will make the most fabulous ice cream, and there you will find the old grannies that once would flip you off, to be the kindest most sweet people in the world. Then you are thankful that your bicycle didn't break, no matter how wobbly the ride was. Weird metaphor, i know… but it represents me well. Not the 100 lbs or bicycle riding, because i have done neither of those, but the overall weirdness of it. Cause it doesn't make sense, it's confusing, strange, and weird… but then again, im pretty confusing, strange, and weird. :>
Love is our most powerful emotion, its both our strongest strength, and yet our greatest weakness. That's why i call you all lovelys, because i love you. The number of plugins, the fancy website, the beautiful landscapes, are all just part of the server. But that's not what makes cities special. It's the love. The opportunity to be surrounded by greatest, kindness, and thoughtfulness every single day. We are blessed that we have the privilege to meet the most beautiful people across the world all in one place. To get to learn more about others culture and traditions. Because no matter how “dead” people think the server is, the love and feeling of family will always be there. Whether we have 2 players playing or 2,000,000 players playing, we will always be a family, because no matter how big or small our lovely family may be, we will still always love everyone the same no matter what. <3
So i know i said i would spill the tea about the people who hurt me, threatened me, stalked me, and spread rumors about me and my friends. But i won't. My whole time here, i have been trying to promote peace, kindness, and forgiveness. So what would that make me if i just ignored everything i had ever said, just to hurt back the people who caused me so much pain? Now that would make me fake. Cause then who am i to ask people to show mercy, to show kindness, if i can't even do it myself? Leaders have to lead by example. I truly believe that, because if I’m not willing to do what i'm asking of everyone else, then im just a dreamer. It's easy to say you want something to happen, it only takes a dreamer for that. But a leader will follow through, and keep on going and sticking to their word even when the road gets rocky. So that’s why i'm going to keep the tea in the cup ^-^
At this point, i know its kinda getting long and if your still here <3 love you, and i truly appreciate it. Tbh, i probably wouldn't have even read this whole thing and would have probs just clicked the vid xD So if your still with me damn <3 your something special. I guess this is it, my final goodbye ;-; well, i wish you all a very special 2019! <3 and for the very last time…. Don't Forget To Smile ^-^
