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Ena

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Nov 5, 2017
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#1
Hey everyone,
Most of you know I’m in LOVE with the server and it pretty much means a lot to me. I literally spend all my afternoons on cities making efforts to step forward and have more fun. I would play about 4hours a day, it was a whole lot.
But lately… I haven’t had that motivation like I used to, everyday is the same: I go on, wait a few min, text, they leave, I jail people who did crimes during the time being, check licenses, stay at bank, listen to people saying, “have fun trying to get me” (or worst) , I get them, they accuse me of /jail?, then I leave. I had many extremely pressuring moments, and I have severe anxiety attacks, and I’m not sure if I can keep continuing. I wouldn’t usually reveal this type of info, but this is quite a big part.

I “Suffer” from Stable Angina. If you’d like you can search it up. Stable Angina is a symptom that cause sharp pain in your chest, which physical activity or overwhelming stress will cause it. It a pretty big subject, as it leads over to Angina. Most often, this occurs when I play McCities and when people pressure me to a limit. I have told them to calm down (I was SHAKING cause I was stressing a lot because they yelled at me for doing the bail but I was combat tagged in local and they threatened me) but that doesn’t usually happens and then I feel harsh pain in my chest and it’s simply not healthy for me.

I want to be clear, I try to stay active on cities because I truly don’t want to quit. As I made a earlier inactive thread, I didn’t do anything about it because I was addicted. I couldn’t stop going on and playing for hours. This had to come to a end, my grades showed it. Cities has distracted me lots and brought my grades way down. If I continue, I could be kicked out of my school.

I do not want to resign from cop at the moment.
It hasn’t been a fun time and I always get asked for licenses, but it doesn’t mean I want to resign now. Thanks to @Leanne, cities has been so much fun but it gets severe afterwars like I said in the beginning.

I officially say I will be extremely inactive, and result to a partial quit
, I may be on daily to check in on everything, open jitters for frosty, take care of my parrots and ginnys , rent my apts and finally I’ll try to jail and work my job as much as I can (who knows I may get promoted in 60 years or demoted – oh no)
Thank You so much to everyone below for making cities a 2nd home to me:
(SORRY IF I FORGOT U ☹)
@Optic Ginny. You have been my best online friend and you always understand me, I will miss u so much and im sad u quit also :( Ilysm I hope i get on with u
@Naomi_Plays Nemo. You are banned but that never prevents our friendship we have. I miss u so much and I'll see u on hypixel ;)
@Davina (hehehe ur a new frand but ur rlylllyll nice)
@Uni What is there to say, you soooo nice and ilysm ur so nice and long frand with so many memories
@ILaxSkill frand
@Toasty Waffle
@CreeperCJG
@Arius
@QueenMelone
@LeanneTheUnicorn (tysm for cop i LOVE it :D)
@the cop team in general
@arch team ahah
@Lily u idk ur forums but ilysm
@DarkEmeraldXD
K GTG
I gtg ill tag more later ;)
 

Ena

Well-Known Member
Nov 5, 2017
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93
scared
#5
Hey everyone,
Most of you know I’m in LOVE with the server and it pretty much means a lot to me. I literally spend all my afternoons on cities making efforts to step forward and have more fun. I would play about 4hours a day, it was a whole lot.
But lately… I haven’t had that motivation like I used to, everyday is the same: I go on, wait a few min, text, they leave, I jail people who did crimes during the time being, check licenses, stay at bank, listen to people saying, “have fun trying to get me” (or worst) , I get them, they accuse me of /jail?, then I leave. I had many extremely pressuring moments, and I have severe anxiety attacks, and I’m not sure if I can keep continuing. I wouldn’t usually reveal this type of info, but this is quite a big part.

I “Suffer” from Stable Angina. If you’d like you can search it up. Stable Angina is a symptom that cause sharp pain in your chest, which physical activity or overwhelming stress will cause it. It a pretty big subject, as it leads over to Angina. Most often, this occurs when I play McCities and when people pressure me to a limit. I have told them to calm down (I was SHAKING cause I was stressing a lot because they yelled at me for doing the bail but I was combat tagged in local and they threatened me) but that doesn’t usually happens and then I feel harsh pain in my chest and it’s simply not healthy for me.

I want to be clear, I try to stay active on cities because I truly don’t want to quit. As I made a earlier inactive thread, I didn’t do anything about it because I was addicted. I couldn’t stop going on and playing for hours. This had to come to a end, my grades showed it. Cities has distracted me lots and brought my grades way down. If I continue, I could be kicked out of my school.

I do not want to resign from cop at the moment.
It hasn’t been a fun time and I always get asked for licenses, but it doesn’t mean I want to resign now. Thanks to @Leanne, cities has been so much fun but it gets severe afterwars like I said in the beginning.

I officially say I will be extremely inactive, and result to a partial quit
, I may be on daily to check in on everything, open jitters for frosty, take care of my parrots and ginnys , rent my apts and finally I’ll try to jail and work my job as much as I can (who knows I may get promoted in 60 years or demoted – oh no)
Thank You so much to everyone below for making cities a 2nd home to me:
(SORRY IF I FORGOT U ☹)
@Optic Ginny. You have been my best online friend and you always understand me, I will miss u so much and im sad u quit also :( Ilysm I hope i get on with u
@Naomi_Plays Nemo. You are banned but that never prevents our friendship we have. I miss u so much and I'll see u on hypixel ;)
@Davina (hehehe ur a new frand but ur rlylllyll nice)
@Uni What is there to say, you soooo nice and ilysm ur so nice and long frand with so many memories
@ILaxSkill frand
@Toasty Waffle
@CreeperCJG
@Arius
@QueenMelone
@LeanneTheUnicorn (tysm for cop i LOVE it :D)
@the cop team in general
@arch team ahah
@Lily u idk ur forums but ilysm
@DarkEmeraldXD
K GTG
I gtg ill tag more later ;)
k adding on to the list (im at school):
@Gjegevey ill miss u luvo
@eddy eh u were fun to jail but ill miss u
@blu3skyler mortal enemy but i like creaming at u for me? :3
@CP42 for helping me out times to times
@sundae22 ty for being such a good person and good market hehe
@FroztyStars ty for letting have the chance to open jitters, i will still open them and restock everything
@ItzJazzMade
@xXSlimexCubeXx Owen? thx for being an awesome friend :3 ill miss u keep in touch!
sry if i forgot u <3
 
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Ena

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#8
I’m glad your taking a break from all the pressure, we’ve had great moments on MCCities. It’ll be no fun without you, I wish you the best of luck. Focus on your grades. If you need anything message me on discord.

- Arius
thanks :) I'll miss u much , and im the only FUN generator, don't doubt me hehe. And ofc, if u dont ignore me on disc hehe
 

Death

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Mar 18, 2017
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#9
I didn’t know you much except shipping you 24/7 xD. My advice is to have a playtime schedule. For me on schooldays I’d usually play on weekends only and my grades are actually doing well. I get everything done before Saturday or Sunday so I can kick back and relax and get addicted to cities. If I were tbh even if I sneak my way and open cities I get addicted for a few hours and not notice it. Sometimes the best way for me to prevent it is just talk on minechat as its easier to monitor the time and all instead of getting completely hooked in the game. Anyways you were a good friend, especially annoying you hehehehehehehe. I hope you recover soon and hope your company lives. Rip photographer and cop. Hope you could recover soon and play again. I guess goodbye for now and wish you the best.

~Death
 

Jabu

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#10
Ena, I never really knew you too well but I understand what your going through. Being an ex vigilante I was hated just as much as a cop is from criminals. I'm not saying that what i've been through is the exact same as yours but i'm saying that I can relate to what your going through and if you ever need to talk I'm here. iNinjaBunny#1872
 

ItzJazzMade

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#11
Ena, I never really knew you too well but I understand what your going through. Being an ex vigilante I was hated just as much as a cop is from criminals. I'm not saying that what i've been through is the exact same as yours but i'm saying that I can relate to what your going through and if you ever need to talk I'm here. iNinjaBunny#1872
I still hate you for that -_- And Death too. I was just a nooby trying to get to the vault lemme be pls :(

Aah you put me on the list cuz I am big idiot :O Jitters was great btw been there twice I think. #Bestcookintheworld :DDD
 

Death

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Mar 18, 2017
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#12
I still hate you for that -_- And Death too. I was just a nooby trying to get to the vault lemme be pls :(

Aah you put me on the list cuz I am big idiot :O Jitters was great btw been there twice I think. #Bestcookintheworld :DDD
Mhm when the vault is opened again rip the newbies, I’m a cop tho so robbing the vault 13 times a day isn’t allowed for me anymore
 

Ena

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Nov 5, 2017
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scared
#13
I didn’t know you much except shipping you 24/7 xD. My advice is to have a playtime schedule. For me on schooldays I’d usually play on weekends only and my grades are actually doing well. I get everything done before Saturday or Sunday so I can kick back and relax and get addicted to cities. If I were tbh even if I sneak my way and open cities I get addicted for a few hours and not notice it. Sometimes the best way for me to prevent it is just talk on minechat as its easier to monitor the time and all instead of getting completely hooked in the game. Anyways you were a good friend, especially annoying you hehehehehehehe. I hope you recover soon and hope your company lives. Rip photographer and cop. Hope you could recover soon and play again. I guess goodbye for now and wish you the best.

~Death
awhhh but im too broke for minechat, though i will try to play during the weekends :D (IM HAVING A 4 DAY LONG WEEKEND WHOOOOOOOOOOOOP WHHHHOOOOOOOP) and I still Hate You Very Dearly for shipping me :3 And thanksss im also hoping I recover soon :D
 

Ena

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Nov 5, 2017
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scared
#14
Ena, I never really knew you too well but I understand what your going through. Being an ex vigilante I was hated just as much as a cop is from criminals. I'm not saying that what i've been through is the exact same as yours but i'm saying that I can relate to what your going through and if you ever need to talk I'm here. iNinjaBunny#1872
tyyy I'll miss u much lone-*thinks* frand. And thx for the disc ill msg u when i need u and I KNEW NINJABUNNY WAS JABU.
 

Realu

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#18
Hey, I don't know you too well but let me preface with this -
Don't let anyone put you down. Don't let anyone push you to your limits (in a bad way). Confidence is the key to living your life in the best way you can and if people try to put you down for that then shame on them.

You be yourself, you do whatever you want, you wear that like its a badge on your chest and keep your head up high. Anyone says "youre bad lol", "you cant jail me XD", "u used reach XD" then ignore them. What do they matter? Try your best to not let it get to your head, it's never a good feeling. I'm sorry to hear about situation with Stable Angina and the fact its a result of all these neckbeards screaming at you for no reason makes it even more haunting.

For what its worth, youre a good cop :] and from when I have talked to you, you're cool.
I know this is very out of the ordinary, im not much of a commenter on the forums, but seeing a post like this I just had to say something.

Good luck with everything the future holds. I hope this break can give you healthiness and happiness.
 

CP42

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#20
aww bye totqlly naquthy police officer D: ill miss ya so much, even though we didnt get to talk a ton I still loved seeing you run out and jail peoples xD i hope to cya soon, get them good grades and go be an uber student :p cyaa

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