A serious post about my mental state

[ThatOneGuy4205]

After 2 years or so of being on this server I've realised that I've never come clean about some personal stuff I have going on in my life

To attempt to cut it short, I'm 20 years old and I've attempted suicide a total of 8 times since I was 13

I've neglected the help of even my family and certain friends

I used to take 30 paracetamol at a time if I felt like I couldn't carry on after school

I self harmed for years and technically still do even now

I currently feel like there is no place for me in this world

Please bear with me while I try and improve myself, not sure how long that will take
but I hope it happens soon

 

[wisemanjp]

uwu we love you buddy <3 <3 Tell us if you need anything, hope you can return soon ^-^ <3 <3 <3 <3
https://tenor.com/view/we-love-you-ilove-you-love-flying-kiss-blow-kiss-gif-14338542

 

[JacksonRop2442]

uwu we love you buddy <3 <3 Tell us if you need anything, hope you can return soon ^-^ <3 <3 <3 <3
https://tenor.com/view/we-love-you-ilove-you-love-flying-kiss-blow-kiss-gif-14338542

Will is right, everyone will support you and help if you ask. ^-^

 

[Uni]

joshy, know you have my, and many other peoples support i understand that it’s a tough road, but please don’t underestimate your self worth!! it will leave scars to not only your family/close friends, but people you’ve meet on this server, and have known for so long you can always talk to me on disc if you wish. << actually please, i don’t want you to avoid having to talk about something that could hurt many people.

 

[nate]

We love you dude... no one would wanna lose you and if you feel neglected in life, trust me it's not worth it, you may not realize but people care about you, and I am proudly one.

 

[bbytammy]

You always have my support, if you ever need to talk to anyone, I'm here, we all love you

 

[Allex]

After 2 years or so of being on this server I've realised that I've never come clean about some personal stuff I have going on in my life

To attempt to cut it short, I'm 20 years old and I've attempted suicide a total of 8 times since I was 13

I've neglected the help of even my family and certain friends

I used to take 30 paracetamol at a time if I felt like I couldn't carry on after school

I self harmed for years and technically still do even now

I currently feel like there is no place for me in this world

Please bear with me while I try and improve myself, not sure how long that will take
but I hope it happens soon

@ThatOneGuy4205 Thank you for letting us know about your serious troubles. Carry on fighting for your own best, and never give up!

 

[Obsidian]

I am really sorry to hear that if you ever need someone to talk to /msg me I will gladly listen and try to help any way possible

 

[Trump15024]

These are some very difficult struggles. I know you, and I know you’re stronger than them. Your family, friends, and the whole community of McCities are here for you. Reach out to someone, whether that would be a family member, a friend, or your doctor. If you ever need to talk, message me on discord trump15024#8809.

 

[Ena]

Ngl don’t know who you are. I’d say: Hey g, talk to me! But not everyone is open to talk to random people about serious topics concerning themselves, understandable . Everyone, I mean it, everyone in this world has the right place made for them. It’s probably not obvious for some. I’ve been through what you have, and honestly probably many others aswell. We’ve got our age differences so I can’t exactly say I’m in the same position as you. It’s always good to hear that you’ll do things to help yourself and you need to take as much time as you need on yourself. Anywyas, just thought I’d say that. If you need moral support always here trhoguh discord!!!!!!! ena#6220 might have to spam, I don’t check dms that much

 

[Acer]

 

[Tricoh]

My dms are always open, talk to one of us if you'd like to open up/speak about something you are internally struggling with; we are here for you.
I hope you seek assistance & guidance soon, don't be afraid to talk to someone please. Your mental health is important, stay strong :]

https://www.pleaselive.org/hotlines/

 

[Laurel]

Sep 29, 2017
"I'm seriously thankful for the people I've met both at university and on mccities, I legit don't know what I would do without you"

you remember this day, 2 years ago? were still all here for you <3 everyday always

 

[Zappard903]

After 2 years or so of being on this server I've realised that I've never come clean about some personal stuff I have going on in my life

To attempt to cut it short, I'm 20 years old and I've attempted suicide a total of 8 times since I was 13

I've neglected the help of even my family and certain friends

I used to take 30 paracetamol at a time if I felt like I couldn't carry on after school

I self harmed for years and technically still do even now

I currently feel like there is no place for me in this world

Please bear with me while I try and improve myself, not sure how long that will take
but I hope it happens soon

Bro same