Heyyy! This is going to be such a sad post, ill probably cry through the whole thing, but its something that must be done..... its a Goodbye.
As some of you may know, there was recently a ton of California Wild Fires. Cali happens to be my home. And we will be fine, we only lost a little compare to those who's lives were destroyed... And my fam is very fortunate, we can afford to recover. However not everyone can.
My parents... when i was little. they tried to hide the reality of this world from me, they never let me watch the news, or anything like that. And then one day i found out..... i wanted to help these people, b/c no one diserves to live this way you see on the news. And my parent claim "its their own fault, they make a mistake" and i alway believed in second chances... i wondered.... while they are buying a new car, that money could have been donated to feed the homeless. And that made me cry.
My parents knew i loved this place... they said its "a distraction" and i cant even express how mad that makes me when they say that. They dont understand.... they reason i came here... was because of them. They made my life so crazy, all they wanted was for me to go to Stanford, get a medical degree and become rlly rich. And that made me so mad. Cause this is my life, not theirs. I came here when my life got crazy, when i needed something to take my mind off of my real life... and the people here.... they saved me, they made me feel happy. They made me smile And i could never express my gratefulness enough.
So my parents made a deal with me....
Part A:
I quit McCities b/c its a "distraction"
They donate a couple thousand dollars to the Califonria Wild Fire Relief to help those effected by the fires
Part B:
In 5 yrs, if i make it into Stanford
They will give me $15,000 to start an online, non-profit company to help those in need
Part C:
If i graduate from Stanford
They will buy me an apartment
tbh, i dont really care about Part C but Part A and B would be AMAZING cause i could help so many others..... and that what i want to do /w my life....
I want to help others, and make them smile And im sorry that this means i have to leave.... but i feel i have done the best i can for this city, and now i need to save my own city I need to make them smile too <3
Since this is a REALLY long post, ive create a separate post /w Thank You to all my closest friends and fam on this sever, that i plan to have up by next week. I love you guys.... so much...... and i think i finally have a quote that represents my life....
"Don't Forget To Smile" -Laurel Taylor Andrews
As some of you may know, there was recently a ton of California Wild Fires. Cali happens to be my home. And we will be fine, we only lost a little compare to those who's lives were destroyed... And my fam is very fortunate, we can afford to recover. However not everyone can.
My parents... when i was little. they tried to hide the reality of this world from me, they never let me watch the news, or anything like that. And then one day i found out..... i wanted to help these people, b/c no one diserves to live this way you see on the news. And my parent claim "its their own fault, they make a mistake" and i alway believed in second chances... i wondered.... while they are buying a new car, that money could have been donated to feed the homeless. And that made me cry.
My parents knew i loved this place... they said its "a distraction" and i cant even express how mad that makes me when they say that. They dont understand.... they reason i came here... was because of them. They made my life so crazy, all they wanted was for me to go to Stanford, get a medical degree and become rlly rich. And that made me so mad. Cause this is my life, not theirs. I came here when my life got crazy, when i needed something to take my mind off of my real life... and the people here.... they saved me, they made me feel happy. They made me smile And i could never express my gratefulness enough.
So my parents made a deal with me....
Part A:
I quit McCities b/c its a "distraction"
They donate a couple thousand dollars to the Califonria Wild Fire Relief to help those effected by the fires
Part B:
In 5 yrs, if i make it into Stanford
They will give me $15,000 to start an online, non-profit company to help those in need
Part C:
If i graduate from Stanford
They will buy me an apartment
tbh, i dont really care about Part C but Part A and B would be AMAZING cause i could help so many others..... and that what i want to do /w my life....
I want to help others, and make them smile And im sorry that this means i have to leave.... but i feel i have done the best i can for this city, and now i need to save my own city I need to make them smile too <3
Since this is a REALLY long post, ive create a separate post /w Thank You to all my closest friends and fam on this sever, that i plan to have up by next week. I love you guys.... so much...... and i think i finally have a quote that represents my life....
"Don't Forget To Smile" -Laurel Taylor Andrews