Heyyy! This is going to be such a sad post, ill probably cry through the whole thing, but its something that must be done..... its a Goodbye.
As some of you may know, there was recently a ton of California Wild Fires. Cali happens to be my home. And we will be fine, we only lost a little compare to those who's lives were destroyed... And my fam is very fortunate, we can afford to recover. However not everyone can.
My parents... when i was little. they tried to hide the reality of this world from me, they never let me watch the news, or anything like that. And then one day i found out..... i wanted to help these people, b/c no one diserves to live this way you see on the news. And my parent claim "its their own fault, they make a mistake" and i alway believed in second chances... i wondered.... while they are buying a new car, that money could have been donated to feed the homeless. And that made me cry.
My parents knew i loved this place... they said its "a distraction" and i cant even express how mad that makes me when they say that. They dont understand.... they reason i came here... was because of them. They made my life so crazy, all they wanted was for me to go to Stanford, get a medical degree and become rlly rich. And that made me so mad. Cause this is my life, not theirs. I came here when my life got crazy, when i needed something to take my mind off of my real life... and the people here.... they saved me, they made me feel happy. They made me smile
And i could never express my gratefulness enough.
So my parents made a deal with me....
Part A:
I quit McCities b/c its a "distraction"
They donate a couple thousand dollars to the Califonria Wild Fire Relief to help those effected by the fires
Part B:
In 5 yrs, if i make it into Stanford
They will give me $15,000 to start an online, non-profit company to help those in need
Part C:
If i graduate from Stanford
They will buy me an apartment
tbh, i dont really care about Part C but Part A and B would be AMAZING cause i could help so many others..... and that what i want to do /w my life....
I want to help others, and make them smile
And im sorry that this means i have to leave.... but i feel i have done the best i can for this city, and now i need to save my own city
I need to make them smile too <3
Since this is a REALLY long post, ive create a separate post /w Thank You to all my closest friends and fam on this sever, that i plan to have up by next week. I love you guys.... so much...... and i think i finally have a quote that represents my life....
"Don't Forget To Smile" -Laurel Taylor Andrews
As some of you may know, there was recently a ton of California Wild Fires. Cali happens to be my home. And we will be fine, we only lost a little compare to those who's lives were destroyed... And my fam is very fortunate, we can afford to recover. However not everyone can.
My parents... when i was little. they tried to hide the reality of this world from me, they never let me watch the news, or anything like that. And then one day i found out..... i wanted to help these people, b/c no one diserves to live this way you see on the news. And my parent claim "its their own fault, they make a mistake" and i alway believed in second chances... i wondered.... while they are buying a new car, that money could have been donated to feed the homeless. And that made me cry.
My parents knew i loved this place... they said its "a distraction" and i cant even express how mad that makes me when they say that. They dont understand.... they reason i came here... was because of them. They made my life so crazy, all they wanted was for me to go to Stanford, get a medical degree and become rlly rich. And that made me so mad. Cause this is my life, not theirs. I came here when my life got crazy, when i needed something to take my mind off of my real life... and the people here.... they saved me, they made me feel happy. They made me smile
So my parents made a deal with me....
Part A:
I quit McCities b/c its a "distraction"
They donate a couple thousand dollars to the Califonria Wild Fire Relief to help those effected by the fires
Part B:
In 5 yrs, if i make it into Stanford
They will give me $15,000 to start an online, non-profit company to help those in need
Part C:
If i graduate from Stanford
They will buy me an apartment
tbh, i dont really care about Part C but Part A and B would be AMAZING cause i could help so many others..... and that what i want to do /w my life....
I want to help others, and make them smile
Since this is a REALLY long post, ive create a separate post /w Thank You to all my closest friends and fam on this sever, that i plan to have up by next week. I love you guys.... so much...... and i think i finally have a quote that represents my life....
"Don't Forget To Smile" -Laurel Taylor Andrews