To the few people who pass by this post, please read it. 
My username is AlohaRiley, some people call me Riles. I've been in McCities for around a year and a half now, and It was a pretty good experience. As time went on, my experience went slowly down, I started showing to much of myself and I got way too emotionally attached. I don't have the best qualities, I can annoying, crazy and straight-up stupid, I took the friends I had for granted, and I've done some things I really regret. I wanted to try giving myself a restart with an alt, then I tried changing the way I am. I tried talking less, using grammar, less emojis, but It didn't really work out. I thought that If I could help others, they'd see I'm not all bad, and I thought I could even spread positivity throughout the community to show people that they aren't alone, but It didn't work out. I tried applying for helper, 5 times, failed. I tried for teacher, but was fired due to inactivity. I even became fond of building since It helped take my mind of a lot of things, but I wasn't accepted and it didn't work out. I've given up on my dreams and goals, I'm tired of getting hope then it being ripped away. I've tried so hard to be the best I can be, but no matter how hard I try, I can never become the person I need to be, the person I want to be. I don't have that many friends and often times I feel alone, and I've been going through irl things too so it's been just really bad recently. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I will never succeed. And most people will tell me: "Try harder!" or "Don't give up!" I tried that, believe me, and It didn't work. I was thinking about quitting, but sometimes Cities can be a good time killer and I don't really play anything besides it, plus there is this one friend who's been so great and has helped get me through so many things (@SkyTaker153, thank you your countless hours of patience, I'm so glad to call you my friend, and I'm so sorry I ever took you for granted. You're truly amazing <3 ) I really just want to put my feelings out there, and I hope for a restart. I want a second chance, and I'm hoping all of you could help me become a better person. Please don't give me hate for this, I'm just really tired of everything. I just don't want to feel anymore and I don't know If I can handle anymore. Thanks for listening to me for all the people who see this.
My username is AlohaRiley, some people call me Riles. I've been in McCities for around a year and a half now, and It was a pretty good experience. As time went on, my experience went slowly down, I started showing to much of myself and I got way too emotionally attached. I don't have the best qualities, I can annoying, crazy and straight-up stupid, I took the friends I had for granted, and I've done some things I really regret. I wanted to try giving myself a restart with an alt, then I tried changing the way I am. I tried talking less, using grammar, less emojis, but It didn't really work out. I thought that If I could help others, they'd see I'm not all bad, and I thought I could even spread positivity throughout the community to show people that they aren't alone, but It didn't work out. I tried applying for helper, 5 times, failed. I tried for teacher, but was fired due to inactivity. I even became fond of building since It helped take my mind of a lot of things, but I wasn't accepted and it didn't work out. I've given up on my dreams and goals, I'm tired of getting hope then it being ripped away. I've tried so hard to be the best I can be, but no matter how hard I try, I can never become the person I need to be, the person I want to be. I don't have that many friends and often times I feel alone, and I've been going through irl things too so it's been just really bad recently. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I will never succeed. And most people will tell me: "Try harder!" or "Don't give up!" I tried that, believe me, and It didn't work. I was thinking about quitting, but sometimes Cities can be a good time killer and I don't really play anything besides it, plus there is this one friend who's been so great and has helped get me through so many things (@SkyTaker153, thank you your countless hours of patience, I'm so glad to call you my friend, and I'm so sorry I ever took you for granted. You're truly amazing <3 ) I really just want to put my feelings out there, and I hope for a restart. I want a second chance, and I'm hoping all of you could help me become a better person. Please don't give me hate for this, I'm just really tired of everything. I just don't want to feel anymore and I don't know If I can handle anymore. Thanks for listening to me for all the people who see this.
Please, do me one solid and never change yourself. I love you a whole lot more when you’re being your genuine self, not who you think you should be, especially to impress the booger picking people that are in this community (not trying to offend anyone I’m trying to lighten the conversation).