Alright you noodles. This might be the end of my twisty road. For those that do not know me: Hi! I’m Megan (Meg for short), otherwise known as ndemrose1! I was on this server a long long time ago, and then quite due to personal reasons. I had an island, lots o’ money, etc. ANywAy.... I returned hoping to find the same experience I received previously play on here, and I did. For a while anyway.
This twisty road of my life has led me to many dark corners of where the human mind can be. (Look at me trying to be poetic and all this bologna) (trY haRDEr). I have been through depression, anxiety, PTSD and several other things I would rather not get into. School is starting soon which doesn’t really bring me any joy anymore. I am currently trying my darn diddly best to balance a nonexistent social life, upcoming school, and the amateur singing Instagram account I have... (My pal DarkEmerald knows it hehehehe). I just feel that keep up within this fAnCy world of McCities will be very difficult.
It has also become toxic for me. Not really putting a stress on the players, although there was some harassment kind of things happening within some local chats lemme tell ya. its mainly that I stay up at night thinking, “have I paid my rent” “hope no one takes my stuff” “is my apartment at 5 days left?????” It really has started to give me bad juju. That is the reason I am up at 1:02 AM right now, because I couldn’t sleep knowing whether or not I had paid my rent for my apartments, and whether they were close to being “Vacant”. It is not good, unhealthy really. Plus, this is a game. I should NOT be getting upset or having attacks about my virtual items...
That being said, I will come on for time to time, slowly selling my items and then probably donating my money. Who knows. I might being feeling feisty one day and bO0m! You get 25k, you get 100k, and you get a cAR! (Channeling my inner Oprah am I right?)
Im hecka tired as write this. Probably not gonna sleep for a while. BuT! This is where my life is currently and I got to put some positive vibes in here (cause chief, this aint it).
Um. On another note, if anyone wants to follow me on Instagram, its public, and it is @Megmarierose
Don’t harass me or anything, cause that is r00d. Also, I guess I should warn y’all... I post ukulele/guitar/piano covers on there. heheheheheh
I love all my friends I have made on here, its been a sweet ride. <3
This twisty road of my life has led me to many dark corners of where the human mind can be. (Look at me trying to be poetic and all this bologna) (trY haRDEr). I have been through depression, anxiety, PTSD and several other things I would rather not get into. School is starting soon which doesn’t really bring me any joy anymore. I am currently trying my darn diddly best to balance a nonexistent social life, upcoming school, and the amateur singing Instagram account I have... (My pal DarkEmerald knows it hehehehe). I just feel that keep up within this fAnCy world of McCities will be very difficult.
It has also become toxic for me. Not really putting a stress on the players, although there was some harassment kind of things happening within some local chats lemme tell ya. its mainly that I stay up at night thinking, “have I paid my rent” “hope no one takes my stuff” “is my apartment at 5 days left?????” It really has started to give me bad juju. That is the reason I am up at 1:02 AM right now, because I couldn’t sleep knowing whether or not I had paid my rent for my apartments, and whether they were close to being “Vacant”. It is not good, unhealthy really. Plus, this is a game. I should NOT be getting upset or having attacks about my virtual items...
That being said, I will come on for time to time, slowly selling my items and then probably donating my money. Who knows. I might being feeling feisty one day and bO0m! You get 25k, you get 100k, and you get a cAR! (Channeling my inner Oprah am I right?)
Im hecka tired as write this. Probably not gonna sleep for a while. BuT! This is where my life is currently and I got to put some positive vibes in here (cause chief, this aint it).
Um. On another note, if anyone wants to follow me on Instagram, its public, and it is @Megmarierose
Don’t harass me or anything, cause that is r00d. Also, I guess I should warn y’all... I post ukulele/guitar/piano covers on there. heheheheheh
I love all my friends I have made on here, its been a sweet ride. <3
