**** **** im - ok i was telling myself im ok i wont cry butt i am. **** this so bad. Wtf omg. Ok.ok. ok. So, arius ik i haven’t talk to you much latetly and won’t blame it on anything. You were honestly one of the greatest friends i had (why? I dont remeber tho ...) ive known you since like... last year and you know what? I think you were the staff who helped me out when i first set foot on the server. I remember asking so many questions and that the staff was patient (shook) and nice. You were a staff i respected soooo much and you ALWAYS did ur best. You are great and thats probably why im so ****sadHonestly this broke my heart, i was scrolling through forums like i always do at night, except this time with no caffeine, and i was like oh staff resignation? Maybe someobe bumped it. I openedit and thats the moment i cant describe how much it made me sad . We had MAD memories and i loved them all. I assited most of your 3 last marriages, the time i would expose you over on off-topic, the time photoshad and gucci had its little collab, all thise photoshoots, my rants, my spams on congrats, my excitement when u get on or when i msg you, when i would scream of joy when you change skins, when i was shook by ur username change, when i woudl just randomly tp over to you and u would just accept(I LOVE WHEN U DO THAT).Theres so many more memories that i cant even write down csuse theres too many. Honestly imma boutta miss you a hella much. Heres a lik confession: back before you married addy, i had the biggest crush on you hahahahahahah, but that went off after a while for some reasons. Anyways you were and are a great friend i dont want to loose and im literslly xrying sm omg but msg me on disc cause i miss u already
(ALSO IM SORRY ABOUT THE OFF-TOPIC THREAD I MADE LIKE I REGRET IT SO BAD I HAD 5 COFFEES AND THATS NOT OKAY) and holy crap im going to miss you a lot. Now hoping my tears go away soon , ly alot and im going to miss you so much but ill see you around somewhere. Do i even want to say goodbye? -ena (ps i dont see my name)
