Ciel,
You stubborn and horrible son of a gun. I hate you and I love you, all wrapped up in one.
You became staff back in my fresh days as an admin, and watching you develop was an interesting journey. You and I had been part of the same gang and set of friends, the Criminal Alliance but hadn't interacted much. I was still surprised the day you became staff, I wasn't expecting it. I was flying over the farm when you logged on and got all the good congrats messages in chat. You and I, we went through a lot together and I admire your ability to stick up for things even when I was scared. I remember you sticking up for me with Lemonss, since he always expected me to give him whatever he wanted and treated me horribly when I did the right thing and told him no. You'd think he would have learned over time, I'm not someone who likes fake people who only use me as a means to an end, and you gave me the courage to stick up for myself when I didn't think I could. I remember one night when you and I were talking about your home country and being super deep and I think that's really where our friendship began. When you became admin, and I was no longer alone in the role, it was weird but exciting. Little did I know that we would disagree on pretty much everything. However like yin and yang we balance each other, my compassion is met with you fierceness and my indecisiveness is contrasted with your assurance of everything you do. While we have had our differences, you proved to be a loyal friend and a damn good admin to share the role with. In your future, remember to keep some of my compassion and willingness to sway with you, because often you like to argue a point even after you realize you were wrong. I will always try to keep your resolve for situations with me, and I will always cherish the way you stood up for me even when I was at my weakest. You knew all the times when I wanted to give up, and you always supported me through them. Thank you for being my rock, when I wanted to give up, when I didn't think I could do it anymore, and for giving me the strength to be myself despite what others may think.
Honestly still crying from writing Kate's and your goodbye,
-Heather