I don't know what to say, but it sounds like a difficult situation. I am not having it easy always either in real life. I am getting help at school for it, it's very nice to be able to trust an adult and tell how you think about things that happen in your life, I didn't know the woman I am talking to before, it's kind a her job I think. She is very friendly and is listening to me and try to help me solve this situation I have at my home, even if she can't fix it, It's a relief to talk about it. I would definitely recommend it to have someone to tell your stories to.